My man wish list...part 1 LOL

by Guest Wed May 23, 2012 7:11 pm

I wonder if I can ever fall in love again...or even allow myself to fall in love again. I have several crushes on people but none of them seem to want me...

i do not need a man to validate me...but I do want a man unharnessed, passionate, loving, direct, sweet, disciplined, fun, kind, thoughtful, a giver, romantic and even a sexual beast...like me. I do not want a "perfect man" i want the man that is perfect for me. A man that will allow me to wrap my arms around him, spank his butt from time to time, kiss him any time I want, allow me to be a sexual beast to him and for him, a great massager and will accept my massaging too, a man that I feel "safe" with...not in the sense of security...but in the sense of his heart and my heart. Hopefully there is some one out there that will accept me with a 10 year old son that is not ashamed of my public affections as my late husband was and shunned me away alot of times that it discouraged me as a woman.

OH YEAH TO ALOT OF YOU FAKE MEN OUT THERE...if you are a drug addict or someone that does casual drugs then you need to go away. I gave up drugs 15 years ago and i don't need your undiciplined ass around me. I have so much to lose with you in my life....REAL MEN DON'T NEED TO DO CRAP LIKE THAT! Weak men do drugs~i need a strong man!

REAL MEN NEED APPLY...inquire within

I also need a person to realize that I have a new love in my life and that is Karate...if they could support me in my new life change that would speak volumes. If that man starts to not support me in this then they need to go away. I am not giving that up and if any of you people try...well, i will not be speaking to you again. See, if it wasn't for karate I would be stressed out all the time and my son and I wouldn't have something to look forward to twice a week.

I would love to spoil a man in so many ways...I have alot to give.

I need a person I respect....there are only 2 men I respect in my life...that is saying something about those 2.

It has to have a GREAT and strong man to handle a woman as myself....to that man....if you are out there....my hat's off to you.

this was NOT meant to get a BF...just that I am venting!!